Ima Mi (My love)

iWon I just realized i had not done a post on that yet! YIPPIE!!! I WON I WON I WON! so Thank full to everyone that voted, If you are ever in the Ottawa region. Please stop by mine for some good ol home made dinner, all on me!

I opened my e-mail at about 8am Tuesday morning, was looking for a particular email from my mum so I checked my junk. I found direction. I had been praying, crying, starving myself, fasting. and there it was in an e-mail. So thankful to God for the little mercies.

I remember too many things through smell and music. A lot of songs remind me of different people and circumstances( i cannot listen to certain songs anymore). Perfume: I can smell exes, friends, anyone from miles away. sometimes I am on the train and I smell a "friend".. iSmile.

friends...sigh! I really do not know what I would do without mine. I hung out with my close circle all through last weekend. One of us was visiting from out of town. I appreciate them SO MUCH. They gave me the push I so badly needed. They even had a surprise Grad dinner for me!!!! I was so surprised! LOVES THEM!


























In this same breath (read as post) Some 'friendships' are not worth it.

Sometimes I just want to turn off my phone and be out of reach for hours,and it just be with my thoughts.However i remember that there are people I talk to all the
time(sister,bff,besties) that once they cannot reach me for 30mins they panic #youknowyourselves.

Sports, I wont say I am a HUGE fan, but I watch alot of sports, my brother plays football so I had to watch so I could undertsand. I Watch hockey cos of the Canadian in me. Basketball was my ish when I was in HS, now I watch whenever I can catch a game. Soccer I watch often, I only support #teamsupereagles though. Does this make me a sports person?..O_O

EHEM EHEM *clears throat* " NEW YORK, CONCRETE JUNGLE WHERE DREAMS ARE MADE OF, THERE's NOTHING YOU CANT DO"--> T-Xdays

I wish I knew how to discuss my feelings. I really really realllllllly wish I knew how to. I cant even write it down, for fear that someone might read it. it all stays inside me. I dont talk.

In that same breathe(read post). that is about to change. I am about to become outspoken about my feelings. wear my feelings on my sleeve, be an open book et el. *asking God for strength on this one*

I do not blog about relationships because I do not think I have had enough experience to talk about love and all that jazz. I have alot of thoughts about them, they might be too radical and pessimistic.

Thank God for new budding relationships with....MYSELF! Step 1. *SELF LOVE*

I love peppermint tea, raspberry tea, orange peko tea, mango tea! I love TEA!

"If you love something let it go, if it comes back that is how you would know"--> *rollseyes*---->DEAD LINES--SURE!

Have a great weekend lovelies!

Hugs and Kisses
Ms.O...xx!

P.S My title is a song by Eedres AbdulKarem ft Keke and Vicky called Calabar Girl. he sings with my Mummy's name(Ima which means Love). I have had the song on repeat all evening.

P.S.S Happy Fathers day in advance to all the fathers out there. My daddy is still better than your daddy! hehe..:D