soooo when i started this blog, it was supposed to be my lil secret...only my roommate knew coz you know we close like that..AND NOW MY BOYFRIEND FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!...I AM VEXED OOO..U GUYZ...LIKE FOREALS....(u..i know ur reading this..leave me alone nw..hisssss)...but yea..am conflicted should i still write here..COZ HE WOULD READ IT!!!!!!...hissssssssssssssss..am angry!!!...OR SHOULD I DO THE WHOLE BY INVITE THING!!!...or should i just start a new one..am vexed ooo!!!...YES AT UUUUUUUU!!!!...fi mi si le oooo!!!looooooooooooooooool.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I have been caught!!!!! ...lol
Posted by Ms.O at 11:34 PM Labels: OurJourney, sniff sniff
So today I officially finished my third year of University at a young age if I might add. I wrote my last exam, which i might add was great and said hello to summer. The weather is fantastic (25 degrees C)for where I live once we get anything above the negatives we are very very happy!!!. the weather is just one of the indications that summer is here!!! or maybe spring. This summer I am not doing summer school so I have four months to sit on my ass and not do anything except eat drink, party, chill, and be lazy. all of this while being on the phone with my Love.(I wish) Instead I have to get a respectable job coz I am graduating next year and having something decent on my resume would be excellent. I plan to gym a lot coz yea I have added a few pounds here and there which sux....dun get me wrong oo...am still hella fine abeg oo!!!..lol.. I think whenever I am extremely happy I add weight..that sux. I plan to read a lot, no not school books but actual novels. no not those teenage love crap ones but actual books that intrigue and expands my knowledge about life in general.I plan to enjoy this summer but in a different way than others. I want to do a olot of growing up this year because as of next year, I am n my own ooo..no more mummy and daddy buying me this and that and paying my rent and ish. So lodsa saving..no more spending a paycheck the exact same day it is made...lol(a fav pastime) and also am gonna be in my mum's house and i really want us to get along this summer. I love my mummy a lot. I can talk to her about a lot of things and she understands m,coz i guess we are the same innit...but yea she gets on my nerves sometimes not accepting I am kinda grown but oh well maybe if I accept a lot of responsibility this summer, she would see her lil baby is growing up.
In the man news..well things havent been gravy.. humphhh...umm sooooo I wanted to go visit some of my friends in this place(4hrs frm where i live) before i go home and he is not letting me and yes i am very sad. My exes...yep they live there..and he dosent understand why i want to go there since i dont have bizzness there again..but i said i wouldnt even meet up with them and the man dosent seem to understand me ooo..asin I am tired. I get where he is coming from but i really wish he trusted me enough to know when i give him my word, i really wont do anything. but i guess its part of the way men think and this is because I was venting to some male friends and they all seemed to get his point..am sha sad!!! but oh well God dey so Ill be fine!!! except for that little spat, he is being his usual self so everything is fine.
well thats all for today. hope y'all had a fab week and to those that celebrate 4/20 hope you had fun.haha..laters..
I hate when I feel the need to clear my head. it means that not everything is going well. SO it 12:32am and I pretty much just came from a walk that lasted over an hr. I cried, laughed, smiled, sang. But most of all I cleared my head. Now I remembered what my priorities are and well....back to the books. At this age everything else is an added bonus and not that Important. Am writing from my heart right now..Hopefully by the time i go to bed and wake up tomorrow, Everything makes more sense.
Ms.O
I am very into music..like it is a huge part of my life...I cant go a day without listening to music..and when i say music, I mean like good music..RnB, Soul, Old school, Old Rap, Concious Music...am very into music that has meaning. Well I just found a Nigerian soul artist. Like OMG!!!....and she is good like really good..like omg good!!!...well am here to introduce y'all to ASA..my new favourite thing!!!..I plan to listen to her alot. Here is one of her songs Bibanke. I was gonna embed it but it wont let me..so here is the link. let me put up her other song. Fire on the mountain.
//http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7VdHEJgxuA
Firstly I want to say thank you to Nigerian dramaqueen http://nigeriandramaqueen.blogspot.com/ mentioning my blog on hers. It has made some people come here to read mine and I am really greatful for that.
well moving on... today I woke up and had this feeling of emptiness, you know, when you are so used to sleeping next to a person and cuddling and smelling them and all of a sudden you wake up and they are not there, I broke down for like 2mins(okay for reals maybe like 10mins..lol). I decided I was going to go and get a huge teddy bear and his cologne to help me sleep better.. I know that may sound sooo stupid but whatever jo!!!!...I am very mushy like that!!!
Well my exams are around right now and since I live in a different city from my mum, I would be going back home(Alberta) in about 3weeks for the summer and would not be able to go visit Mr NC for about 4months....Unless if by some miracle, my mum sees it fit for me to go spend a week in a man's house at the age of 20. That lives in a diferent country all together. This is very very unlikely.
At this point I am very sad about the whole situation, I have thought about just staying in my own city, take some summer classes and then go visit him whenever,but all of that is very unnecessary. So I would have to go like 4months without seeing him and just the thought of it, makes me cringe deep down in my stomach. I am scared that he might do something, even though I trust him alot. I am scared I might do something even though I love him with all my life. Time would tell if everything would remain rosy and beautiful as they are now. I really hope they do cause I just feel so good right now and I want to feel this way forever!!
Except for the not seeing each other for the next couple of months. The drama ( Oh yes there has been drama already) is coming to an end... gist for another day. And I am happy that I can now enjoy my man and not have to look over my back because some chic is trying to come and strangle me!!! Well I have to go back to studying.. F$%^&*g exams!!!!
Till next time...
What can I say..I have been lurking around this website for the past few months and came to the conclusion that blogging has to be the coolest thing ever since sliced bread..lol, I found it very interesting that i could write about the things that bothered me the most and no-one would judge me. you know what they say, its easier to talk to a stranger than someone you have known all your life because it is human to judge. so there, viola...am here to spill my guts during my happy times, my sad times, times when i feel alone, In love, upset, ecstatic..you name it I will be blogging about it.So why is it called Our journey..Long distance..well I just got into a relationship this december and lawd have I found my Ying(if i am Yang..lol)...he is perect in every way I can think of, but of cause he is human so there are rough times. I want to use these blog to record our relationship, the good times, the bad times and the times that define it. Being in a long distance relationship is very hard, and sometimes you just want to vent but you cant even to the ones you hold dear to your heart. this would be my venting board. This would be where I put my heart on a sleeve this would be what would keep me strong at times when things dont look so good. this would be the chronicles of Me and Him. Well till next time...i'll give you guyz the full gist of us....laters.
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